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Is it silly to wait around online for someone, having no idea when they could be showing up, because you want to be all helpful and stuff? Only reason why I'm sitting with AIM open right now. At least in the moments when I think of myself as being a bad person, I should remember I can be stupidly selfless, so I'm not bad.

Ow, and my fingers just remembered they don't like typing, haha.

On a more positive note, someone called my Naruto parody fancomic one of the best he or she had seen. Hurray! My photobucket account where I keep it is up to over 4,000 views.. for the month, and have had a bunch asking for more. Which I do plan to do. The only drawback here, is while working on my book has been crappy with my finger problems.. this thing I created for fun, is doing so very well and isn't something I can make a living from.

Oh well, life can be funny.

Music can be fun.

Posted by Me on 8/11/2006 10:04:00 PM | Comments?

Blargh.

Stomach and head haven't been feeling too wonderful today. Add feeling tired to boot, but not at the moment.

Oh and we just had a full moon. Odd, feeling it a bit late. *shrugs* Although the 9th was a really messed up day, and yesterday, well.. had other issues I was dealing with, and no, I did not mention all of them in here.

Hmm.. I also doubt I reached 1,000 calories today, which isn't good, but blah.. only ate healthy stuff and healthy stuff has less calories than crap. Oh well.

Really really sad.. I thought I'd try our excerise machine thing today for a few minutes, and it wasn't very pleasant, but didn't hurt too much. Afterwards though, quad muscles in my left leg felt like they wanted to spasm or cramp up. Loads of fun.

It is moments like that, that make me question if I will ever be healthy again. Especially since that isn't supposed to be one of my main problem areas. If the not so bad areas are doing that, what hope is there for the bad areas?

I don't want to go too emo though, yeah, unlike yesterday, right now I know the feelings I'm pulling up are my own. Still not pleasant ones, and I blame the lasting after affects of the moon to make them worse. Always does that to me, so anywho, stopping now before this gets too depressing.

Posted by Me on 8/11/2006 09:49:00 PM | Comments?

Stuff.

I don't feel very good at the moment. Not good at all, gaw, and someone IM's me right when I try to start writing this entry. Great timing. And I just lied completely and said I was okay, haha.. I'm evil.

Anyway, actually I could be okay. I'm not sure if I'm being all empathic and (FUCK NOW THE PHONE?!?!) Sigh.. and it was no one. Anyway, I'm not sure if I'm being all empathic and rudely feeling the way a friend is.. I'd like to ask, but eh.. don't want to be a bother or be rude. I'm not trying to feel if I am, either!. Or I could just be feeling the way I am, because I'm screwed up. Which is possible.

Whatever.

Just got dinner started, the pork I'm cooking might have gone bad, didn't really smell it, so I'll just cook it really well to make sure.

Hmm.. read in the paper about a guy in the area who tried to rape someone the day after getting out of jail, in broad day light. Talk about stupid. Also I'd be all for the death penalty for him. What good can he do society?

Ehh.. I got a headache.

And, that's it.

Edit
I don't even want pork.. and it smells, bleck.. and Bush is on TV lying like usual. Sigh.

Posted by Me on 8/10/2006 07:07:00 PM | Comments?

Wheee!

Today I'd call a good day.

No way it can't be, when something I made was given rave reviews.

Makes me happy!

What'd I make? Just something for a friend, LOL.

Posted by Me on 8/09/2006 12:03:00 AM | Comments?

Ugh..

Guess who I found in our house? A bat! Been a while. This one didn't want to behave and it took me over a half an hour to get him out of the house. Mainly he couldn't find a place to land where I could grab him and toss him outside. Did leave the front door open too, and when I finally got him to fly towards it, he turned and decided not to leave.

Boy are they fun! At one point I glanced to see what time it was, when I glanced back at the bat, he was about an inch from my face. Yep, I found the ground quick. The only positive thing is he was about an inch above my head too, so he would have missed. But that isn't something you consider in the moment.

Poor thing seemed to obviously tire out and finally landed on the back of a picture, so I just took it off the wall and carried it outside and he let go and flew off.

Phew, it was a work out for me too, trying to follow it around, dodging it, and staying fully alert the whole time. Not easy with ADD.

Posted by Me on 8/08/2006 03:15:00 AM | Comments?

The baby bunnies are gone!!

This evening the nest looked a bit different, so I came out to look at it, and it's empty! There are no babies to be seen anywhere. I don't think a cat could have gotten them, since they are all gone and there is no blood or anything. Also the mother was hanging around the nest like the kids were still there.

At best, I'd say they were a week and a half old. That seems a bit young for them to just leave? I did read they would start to explore, but there was no sign of them anywhere.. and the covering on the nest was completely off. Didn't look like anyone was planning on coming back..

So yeah, I dunno. Will look tomorrow to see if they return I guess.

Posted by Me on 8/06/2006 10:09:00 PM | Comments?

Updating..

Feeling that joyful sadness right now.. it's lovely, but I won't mention it again in this post. Thank me!

Saw the mother rabbit nursing the babies today unless it was a pedo male rabbit.

Annoyingly, my parents didn't tell me when they were going to return home. I thought Wednesday, but nope, they showed up Tuesday. And since I was feeling awful Monday I hadn't gotten a chance to try "writing" more with the not so good voice program. Planned to Tuesday, but there were people home.. so haven't.

I do actually like the part I posted here. It lacks details, names, and the end needs to be changed, but still happy with it as a 1st draft. So that's nice.

Is there anyway to unburn a CD?

Hhmm, and that's about it for now I guess. I'll hold my thoughts about how Bush has been the absolute worse President in US history for another day. If we do find ourselves in "world war 3" it will be his fault, completely. Karl Rove should be shot, for making a man President, who had no place running a 7/11 let alone a country. And no, this isn't Bush bashing. It can't be when all the facts point at this conclusion.

Eh, anyway, that's it for now.

Posted by Me on 8/03/2006 03:38:00 AM | Comments?

Ugh!

The temp is 95 right now! Checked online, the feel like temp is 109. The hell, this is supposed to be a Northern state!!

Oh and we have an excessive heat warning, telling us to stay out of the sun through tomorrow it appears. Wonderful.

Posted by Me on 8/01/2006 04:19:00 PM | Comments?

Hurray!

So today I looked out the window to see if I could tell if the nest had been changed at all and guess who I see? A rabbit just lying out next to it. I'm going to assume that is the mother. The nest had definitely been changed a bit too. So now I can say without a doubt the mother hasn't left them.

Really glad I didn't jump the gun on Monday and waited.

I am a bit curious why she is hanging out next to it, when she hadn't done so until now. And I'd like to see how she actually gets into the nest to feed the babies. The hay she used, since it had been rainning this weekend, had turned really hard. Actually took effort to move.

Oh well, but I got my wish. To see her. So all good now.

Well one problem actually, there is stuff I need to do in the backyard near her and the nest. Guess I'll delay that for a while.

Posted by Me on 8/01/2006 02:21:00 PM | Comments?