Happiness Cured
Written 8/1/99
She said I should just be a friend,
and I was happy, it wasn't pretend.
But then I saw her,
and the happiness I suffered, found it's cure.
Being replaced with yearn,
as my love again started to burn.
I wanted to hold her tight,
being with her every day and night.
But that wasn't for me,
why couldn't I stop loving, and see.
That it wasn't meant to work out,
and that I should keep fighting the urge to shout.
I should feel glad,
that she wants to be friends, which isn't something sad.
But I still feel hurt in my heart,
because I miss being with her, when we're apart.