These poems, well I wouldn't say are
that good. I wrote these before I really knew anything about writing
poems. They were just meant as ways to express myself. I know there
are a lot of errors in these, and that they aren't that good, but
I felt like sharing these anyway. In case anyone actually cared to
see the beginning. I had fun looking back through them, oh and WARNING,
most of these poems are really whiny and melodramatic. So be careful.
;)
1) No
Longer - It's the 2nd poem I ever wrote. I never actually saved
the first, so this one gets the top spot.
2) They
- Doctors had been doing a crappy job with treating certain problems,
so this poem is my little vent.
3) Little
Girl - Semi about a friend, though I think I might have stretched
some things in this one.
4) I
Would Cry - About a friend who I cared, well still care a lot
about.
5) Secret
We Shall Be - About being in love with someone, but being too
scared to talk to her.
6) Believe
Me - About the friend I care a lot about again.
7) Special
Little Girl - Also about the friend. I wrote this after receiving
her good bye suicidal note. Luckily, I was able to stop it by calling
the police. That hurt a lot to do.
8) I
Finally Know - A big vent, and much drama. I must have been in
a bad place when I wrote this. I know it's not completely true. :)
9) The
Monster - This is a fictional poem, though I knew someone whose
step-dad was as bad as the father in this poem.
10) Dreaming
Of - Being all hot for some girl, but why I won't tell her (I
was such a chicken).
11) Before
it's too Late - Telling someone how bad the man she is with is.
Don't think this is actually based on a real situation.
12) I
Lay Here - It's 1st person view of someone who was just raped.
I learned that after it had long been written, and you don't change
classics!
13) Please
Don't Cry - Poem telling a friend, same one I've been mentioning,
that I'm there for her, and to try and work on feeling better and
ignoring those who tease.
14) Missed
Chance - Silly love poem saying how I missed my chance with someone.
15) Unknowing
Love - About being in love with someone who actually turns out
to be the B word.
16) Stronger
- Telling a friend to be stronger. Same one again (She's the subject
of a lot, lol).
17) It's
Time - Deciding it's finally time to tell someone that I love
her. Didn't go well, wasn't love anyway.. too immature then.
18) That
Someone - This poem is about someone who is racist, and what I
think about them.
19) Just
a Friend - Asked out someone, she said no. So I wrote this to
tell her I was perfectly happy just being friends. Hmm.. this one
was one of the last cheerful poems I wrote. She was rather mean about
it.
20) Alone
- Of course, since I got turned down, needed some drama too. Here's
the drama poem! Geez, funny.
21) He
- Just telling someone that the guy they are with is bad, while I'm
good. LOL.. big ego.
22) True
Friend - A bit like He, but it's just being a friend. Not exactly
sure who this is about, I think it was just my mind wandering a bit,
lol.
23) Releasing
the Pain - A poem about cutting. It's fun, but don't try it at
home or anywhere. :)
24) Thank
You - Wrote this for my counselor, heh, aftering reading some
of these, didn't think I needed it? lol I read it to her, though she
wasn't fully paying attention, so didn't catch it was about her..
blah.
25) Innocence
Lost - About a rapist and his bloody murder. Kind of silly with
all the rhymes, but does have a nice moral. Written in 1st, as female.
26) Help
Untrue - Caused by someone who I thought was a friend, a bit more
drama than actual, but I think you've noticed that by now. :)
27) Happiness
Cured - Being funny with the title, and it would have been nice
if the person this was written about, didn't lie about wanting to
be friends. Blah.
28) Untrue
- Wrote this after I found out she lied about wanting to be friends.
The false identity was her saying she was her cousin online, mocking
me.. I knew it was her though.
29) Hidden
- Just call me the drama queen. There are some truths to this poem
though.
30) Why,
No More - I just wanted her to tell me why, didn't think it was
that hard? (not the one I was in love with) And if it seems
like I'm the victim in most of these, well, that's how my life seems
to be.
(Got more.. if I can find them.. )