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Woooohoooo! Smarty Jones just won the Kentucky Derby! Umm.. well good for the people who actually care about horse racing?

*shrugs*

Posted by Me on 5/01/2004 06:18:37 PM | Comments?

Looking through random blogs, I came across a link to a website that lets you find any Sex Offenders in your area, just by putting in your zip code. That's pretty nifty! Well actually it's not nifty since there is a need for a website like this.

Anyway, I decided to check out my area, only came up with one name, so guess that's good. Looking through it, he was convicted in June 17th, 1999 of Attempted Rape-2nd Degree of an 11 year old girl. Though it also mentions Actual Sexual Intercourse. Not sure how to read this, the Attempted Rape comes under "OffenseDescription" and the Intercourse comes under "OffenseDescription1." So, does that mean he was charged with both, or actually raped her, but pleaded to a lesser charge? That'd be awful.. either way though, he tried or did rape her, and he is already back out of jail? It's just wonderful how great our justice system is!

Please note the sarcasm.

Edit: Okay, incase I broke some Blog etiquette, I got that link from NYC Smurfette's blog. Dunno if that's something I need to do when I don't know the person? But, eh.. better safe than sorry I guess.

Posted by Me on 5/01/2004 04:43:44 PM | Comments?

I was right about my body not liking hot weather and quick temp changes going up. For fun I decided to take my temp, and I had a slight fever, lol.. that's sad, especially since it only got up into the 80's. Boy, I can't wait to summer and a real nice heat wave!

At least I finally found some intelligence and put a fan in the window here tonight, so that helps. Would of been nice to have thought of that earlier, but oh well.. day wasted to being too hot to move. Always fun.

Posted by Me on 5/01/2004 02:40:34 AM | Comments?

So I thought yesterday was hot.. argh. Today is feeling much much hotter! I know, it's about 80 and to some people that's nothing, but as I've mentioned, weather has been cooler here. Head is feeling really hot, got a slight headache, and feels like it could become a major one at any moment! So fun.. wish there was at least a freaking breeze! Sitting here next to a window, but no air is coming in (Yes, it is open).. bah. This is the only good reason to live in the south (well maybe not only), most homes down there, least most places have central AC. Up here we don't, since it is only hot at times in the summer.. oh well.

I just need to say again how much fun the Bush Speech writer is! Was playing with it again, getting him to say a nice speech. Some other people have decent ones posted too.

Oh, and another thing, I must say, white chocolate chip cookies are just so good! Like them much better than normal chocolate ones. The white chocolate just seems to go so well with them. Go make some! I could make more and try mailing them, but uhh.. who knows what kind of condition they'd get there in.

Posted by Me on 4/30/2004 03:44:00 PM | Comments?

I really hate it when spiders can't obey the rules. Ya know, if they want to be crawling around the house, fine, but keep near the corners, or walls away from me, and NEVER crawl above me! A spider went ahead, and broke all those rules just now.. so had to kill it. Can't handle a spider that decides to hang out, almost right above me. Grrrr!

Was a big one though, so that makes it ickier to kill! (Real fast too) You'd laugh at me if you heard the process I went through to kill it, so not telling. Hmm.. unless ya wanna know, leave a comment.. haha.. yeah, that'll get people to comment! Or not.

Anyway, it's dead, my arm is tired, and bye.

Posted by Me on 4/30/2004 03:30:09 AM | Comments?

Gawd, the temp, least according to the news, got up over 80 today! Ugh, and again supposed to tomorrow. My body doesn't seem to like hot weather, and seems to over heat fairly easy, but 70, maybe 80, I can handle, but when the temp has been in the 40's maybe 50's.. though we did have snow a few nights ago (so 30's too), and then jumps up into the 80's, it just doesn't make my body happy! Only real problem today has been a mild headache, so not too bad. Though I hate it when I'm sitting down, doing nothing and feeling too hot and sticky! Blargh.. so uncomfortable. I could always try going naked, but er, I'm shy.. and who really wants to see that? Ewww! Stop trying to picture me naked you sickos! Er, well.. okay, you woman out there, I guess can't be called sick, since you like naked male bodies.. and okay okay, you gay men out there, you're not sicko's either, since you too like naked male bodies, but please, don't tell me what you would like to do with my naked body, I'd rather not know, being straight in all. Any fems, can feel free to speak up though. So anyway if you're a straight male, well then.. you're a sicko for picturing me naked, because, well.. why would you want too? Same for you lesbians.. trying to picture someone naked is just wrong, when you aren't attracted to them being naked! Riiiight.

Tonight was the season finale of Tru Calling. Anyone watch that show? Well, I'm going be talking about the season finale in the next paragraph, if you haven't seen it yet, recorded, TiVo'ed, whatever.. I highly recommend you don't read further. This is your warning!

**Spoiler Alert**

So tonight we learn Jack is like "death." Well, he isn't like death, but wants to keep the balance in the universe. He thinks if someone dies, someone has to, that person or another. Tru on the other hand, tries to save lives when she can, as we already know. Guess it comes up tonight that Jack is her opposite, newton's law! Every force has an equal and opposite force. Anyway, tonight the previews said someone Tru knew was gonna die, and she wasn't gonna save them. Her brother first dies, but Tru saves him. Jack tries to get him killed and Tru saves him again. So, needing a death, Jack tricks Tru's love interest to go to this woman's house. I'm not going into all the details, deal. In the ensuring situation, he gets killed. Of course, Tru gets there, but he is shot while she is trying to prevent it. He dies, and doesn't ask to have his life saved. Oh, yeah, if you haven't seen the show, well.. when someone dies, if she is around, sometimes they will ask her for help, and then the day rewinds and it's up to her to save the person. Only she remembers what happened the day (besides Jack we learn). At the end of the episode, after Luke (the love interest's funeral), Jack gets into a car with Tru's father. Now in the previews they said there was gonna be a surprise twist you wouldn't see coming, and for once, that actually happened. In the conversation Jack has with Tru's dad, we learn Tru's dad is like Jack, or use to be. He tried to prevent lives from being saved, and that was the reason why he had Tru's mother killed (Tru's mom saved lives like Tru does), and it comes out sounding like Jack could be Tru's half brother or something, being like the father. Watching it, I was just getting that "Oh my god" feeling. Like an, ooohhh wow.. damn, hair standing up, I didn't see that coming kind of feelings! It's really neat, and it's happened twice so far, this season of the show. First when we learn Tru's dad had her mom killed, and 2nd this time. Though this time it was major! Got a strong base started for next season you could say, setting the stage for a real battle between them. Just amazed me, learning Tru's father knew about Jack, tried to prevent her mom from saving people, and talked about his daughter with Jack, not caring about her. Commenting how she is a fighter, and how it seemed they could be working together. Oh well.. just not usual for a TV show to do that for me! I really like that feeling. =)

Anyway, night night.

Posted by Me on 4/30/2004 02:09:34 AM | Comments?

I'm in a better mood today, thank you very much.

Last night I came across this: Bush Speech Writer

It's kinda funny. It has pieces of things he has said from speeches, which you can put together to have him saying funny things. Can take some time though to put together something good. You can save what you did though and load it. You can load anyones, so if you don't feel like doing any work, you can enjoy the fruits of other people's labor (ya lazy bum), though some of the saved sucked. There are some good ones too.

It's up over 70 tdoay, and that's too damn hot! Body doesn't like temp jumping up like that, bleck. Give me 50's! That's a nice temp.

Posted by Me on 4/29/2004 04:35:37 PM | Comments?

I don't know if you want to call it a sign or not or just one of those funny things that happen, but I found this in my tracker:

Google: nice guy rant girls want assholes

Someone using google, found my website with those keywords. Considering my last post in here, just seems funny. Though I should say I don't think my friend's boyfriend is an asshole, I don't know him well enough too. Everything he has put out to me, would lead me to believe he could be one, but unlike him, I don't rush to quick judgments. So it was a rant, I think I'm nice, a girl was involved, but I don't know if the asshole part actually fits.

Tonight I made some chocolate chip cookies, using white chocolate. Surprisingly I think it turned out really well. The white chocolate seemed to go well with the dough. Only problem, as I was involved in the process of making them, started to cramp up, and really couldn't stop, so just continued while trying to ignore it. Body really didn't want to be ignored though, so eh, ended up feeling like someone stabbed me in the lower left side of my stomach. No biggie, I just had to walk bent over to and from the oven. Cookies were finished though, so besides a ton of pain, it was a success.

On an unrelated note, the beginning of the Daily Show can be so funny at times.

Posted by Me on 4/28/2004 11:18:12 PM | Comments?

Not being in the best of moods for reasons I could go into, but have decided not to, I'm gonna rant a little about a friend and her boyfriend, well more specially the boyfriend. This has been off and on in my mind for awhile now. So writing it down is my way to get it out of my head. Being one who thinks too much, I could use with some house cleaning. To the friend, well.. err.. no offense intended, just need to rant a little, and since I'm not in the best of moods, may not mean all of this, lol.

So, long while back, my friend mentioned in her journal a guy who she had earlier dated and had broken her heart twice. This was back in highschool, though still not a good thing. She was considering whether to start seeing him again, since he makes her feel good.. and also mentioned he was now divorced and with a kid. Just from what was mentioned and the feelings I got about him, I mentioned in her journal that I didn't think it was a good idea. Said just because he can fix the heart he breaks, doesn't mean he's good for ya, or something to that extent. Did talk to her about him, she assured me he wasn't a bad guy, etc.. so, I decided to accept that.. no more complaints or advice about him from me, and they did start seeing each other. Um, that sounds like if I disagreed, they wouldn't be, which isn't true.

Anyway, later on she mentions in her journal that she wants to buy something, but isn't sure. Victoria's Secret is mention as one of the things she's considering, and I post, jokingly saying if she gets the VS to take pictures, then seriously say that if I were her, I'd just save it.

The boyfriend then comments to me that she is his girlfriend (Uh right, like I knew that, I was joking, and she isn't your property), and also says I'm boring. Uh, right? Boring how? He doesn't know anything about me! Just because I don't think you should spend money just to spend, and think saving money is good, I'm boring? Riiiight. So when he is homeless and can't find a place to stay, because he didn't understand the concept of saving money, well.. I won't be offering any aid, I'm boring. Us boring people don't help those exciting people.

Next, comes the argument I mentioned in here earlier. The friend commented she thought she was addicted to her boyfriend, or said something to that extent. Turns out she was more or less kidding. But, I mentioned how I didn't think being addicted to someone was good, because that gives the person a lot of control or power over you. I wasn't attacking her relationship, just felt as a friend I should mention that. Guess what happens? The boyfriend goes nutty. In comments to me, he says he doesn't like me (Uh, right, we've never talked!), says I'm too negative (So caring about my friend is negative? Great!), says I want the friend for myself (Uh huh, right, cuz I made one little joke once?), and think he also said I'm always saying negative things about their relationship or trying to break them up? Whatever. He said a lot of crap that didn't make sense, and I pointed out to him how he was showing the signs of someone who could be a possessive, obessive person, who could end up being abusive in his relationship. Now, I never said he was this kind of person! But the way he thought I wanted her, and such.. showed signs of that. I was just pointing it out. Guess how he responds? Hmm.. first new paragraph.

First he says that my friend doesn't want me as a friend, would rather I leave her alone. Um, right. She's never said this to me, and hasn't since he mentioned it, so he made up lies about his girlfriend to attack me? Wow, what a fucking pathetic man, having to use lies about his girlfriend to attack me. And even if they weren't lies, I'd think she'd want to tell me, rather then him? Oh well. And to respond to the fact that he was showing signs of someone who could be possessive, obessive, and possibly abusive, he said to add violent to the list. Um, what the fuck? Ya know, when I'm concerned about a friend, thinking the person she is seeing isn't completely that good, because of his own actions, his way of helping that concern is to threaten violence on me! Wow, and if that wasn't bad, he tells me he is more dangerous than a wizard (Riiiight, little boy is living in fantasy land now). He does add that I'm immature and mentions how he is older than me, which is wrong too. I have him by 6 years I think, but I'm the immature one, despite the fact he is using his girlfriend as a means of attack, threatening violence, and claiming to be more dangerous than a wizard. It's just unbelievable, and what am I too think? He himself has claimed to be a person more dangerous than a wizard (keep dreaming kid) and violent. My friend still seems to think he is all so great, but what am I to think? To me would seem like she is just being blinded by "love" into thinking he is all great and wonderful. I really do hope he isn't as bad as he tries to make himself out to be, maybe he is just some pathetic kid who likes to look tough online? Possible.. and hope so, would rather the friend not get used and abused..

And who knows, might actually be wonderful now, but that's how it always begins, as time goes on, the guy gets worse and worse. I'm keeping my mouth shut though, since it is her life. Maybe that means I'm being a bad friend? I did mention my misgivings in the beginning, and if he is bad for her, well sounds like she is too wrapped up in him to see reality, so trying to talk to her now, would just end a friendship, and I guess it's better to save the friendship, and be there for the friend when it's needed, instead of causing the friendship to end. Hope she just wakes up in time, or he turns out not to be as bad as he makes himself out to be.

Hmm.. I need to go now, not sure I got that all out. Oh well. Later.

Posted by Me on 4/28/2004 06:12:27 PM | Comments?

Nifty, trying to find something to improve my mood, I came across a blog of a Kerry hater? Uh, riiiight. Glancing through things, he seemed to be just another moronic person, who can't think. The post I saw about Kerry going on meet the press, didn't address anything Kerry actual said, it just attacked the host of the show and Kerry's haircut. Wow! Glad all you fucking morons who praise Bush can really think like intelligent people, NOT! Too bad your minds can't actually deal with the issues.

It's just shows how worthless people are, playing follow the leader with Bush, and it's fucking disgusting what a pile of shit his smear campaign against Kerry has been. Can't believe some of the complete bullshit that's been said in the attack ads, and from Bush's mouth. And he knows that's the only way he can win. If he was actually a decent President, he would be running on what he has done and all the great things he has accomplished.. but since he doesn't have anything like that to run on, he keeps throwing bullshit Kerry's way. Disgusting, and to think what, he's spent about 70 million now? Geez, I can think of some children left behind who could use that money. Or some people dying because they can't afford medicine, or some people who can't find jobs who could use it. Oh well.. guess Bush just wants to bring new meaning to bullshit politics. He's great at it! Too bad, he isn't as equally skilled at running the country.

Posted by Me on 4/28/2004 02:44:03 AM | Comments?

Just watched Denver get completely FUCKING screwed by the goddamn refs. How the FUCK do the Refs miss calling a ball that bounces off the top of the backboard out of bounds? Every fucking basketball game I've ever seen, when the ball hits the top of the backboard, it's called out of bounds. What happens in this game? The pathetically shitty Refs screwed Denver by not calling it out, and the ball then goes in as a basket for the Wovles. It's bullshit. Saw some other crap calls by them, and considering Devner lost by 2, take away the shit the Refs gave the Wolves, and Denver should of won. Or maybe, if Denver played better.. bah. So, right now I'm a pissed off panda. That was just too fucking pathetic, waste of goddamn time to watch. Figure it's over now for Denver though, bah.. GGG#$@#% @# @Q#%@#%!@$ !$@ !$@q$#... Maybe I shouldn't type when pissed, but.. oh fucking well. I am, deal with it. Sigh, if they just played a little better, didn't make some stupid shots, they could have had this game though, despite the complete bullshit job the Refs did. Why the fuck did the Refs have to anally rape Denver? They had been doing well, even correcting bad calls.. oh well.. guess the fucks had some money on this game or something.

This really isn't making me feel any better, so gonna find something else to do.

Posted by Me on 4/28/2004 01:45:20 AM | Comments?

Weird, just a moment ago the idea of starting my own religion popped into my head. I was doing a yahoo search, and thinking about a friend who is a umm.. ceritified minister, I think it is, and I have in the past joked about becoming one, if I had found a webstie that makes ya one for free, but then the idea of.. "heck, why not beable to make people ministers or priests?" came to me. And do to that, I'll need to have my own religion, yes? Well seems easier than working my way up in another, lol. But what to believe and worship.. ah, details.. that can be worked out later. Anyone wanna join?

Posted by Me on 4/26/2004 12:57:11 AM | Comments?

Should I get google mail? Blogger been telling me I can when I log in.. hmm.

I was a happy panda last night, because Denver finally showed up to play for a whole game, and won! Sure, the Wolves didn't seem like they had their best nights, but at least the Nuggets finally tried to win! That was nice, they got ahead early, and whenever the Wolves made a run to lessen the lead, Nuggets came right back and made a run of their own. Hopefully Nuggets can do that again, and even the series. That'd make me an even happier panda!

Oh well, not much else to say, wasn't feeling good yesterday besides that, feeling a bit rundown today, so might as well go wander around or lie down or something. Better than doing something useful!

Posted by Me on 4/25/2004 05:02:30 PM | Comments?