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Wheee.. got my political section done up more so now. Adding links to websites I've used as sources or find interesting. Kinda all excited about that, dunno.. being silly. Kinda fun? Though politicals can soooo piss me off at times too, escpecially when people act like stupid sheep, repeating the lies those in power say. Like, just because they say it, means it has to be true? Idiots.

Anyway.. don't wanna sit at the comp anymore, so gonna wander around, though, someone freaking comment about something damnit! LOL.. I dun feel special with no comments. Do I need to actually do up the colors to my comment section, is that it? Damn people.. it ain't that ugly right now, it won't hurt you!

Yes, I'm insane.

Posted by Me on 4/17/2004 04:59:08 PM | Comments?

My elbow hurts!! Has been since I woke up, like it didn't like me spending a few hours getting the draft for that article finished up last night.. or maybe just slept on it wrong? I do try to sleep with it straight, but obviously that is a lot easier said than done. There's no tingling or lack of feeling in my fingers though, so hopefully it's just upset a little but no damage done. Has been acting annoyed lately, oh well. Long as no damage.

Kinda sucked today, woke up at 11, watched TV.. had an orange while watching TV, watched more TV.. kinda napped on and off, and then it was about 3.. blah, waste of time. So why am I posting here, instead of doing things I want to do? Guess I'm a dumbie! Ow, elbow agrees, lol.. so, yeah.. gonna stop then, pretty worthless entry, hope ya don't feel robbed having wasted your time reading it. =P

Posted by Me on 4/17/2004 04:03:09 PM | Comments?

Not much to say, getting my newest political type article done took a lot longer than I thought it would. So, rather not spend much more time here than possible. Though I am kinda excited about it! I took the attack ad on Kerry about gasoline taxes, and showed how it compares to ways people say Bush mislead us in going to war with Iraq, lol. I think it's a real novel idea! Though.. think article needs more work, not sure about the wording and such in some parts. Posted it at a message board for input, hopefully I'll get some good input back.

Oh, and might as well just say about the Apprentice, damn! Poor Kwame fucked up in picking that black chick whose name I can't spell. Looks like she is the main reason he lost. Bitch couldn't even fess up about the lying when Donald Trump asked her about it. Sheesh. Too bad Kwame wasn't able to just fire her worthless ass.

Oh well.. I'm guessing she killed her career chances though, lol.

Night night!

Posted by Me on 4/17/2004 04:21:36 AM | Comments?

Oh, I forgot to mention! Someone from my area came to my blog last night, pretty neat. See it in the tracker, but of course.. didn't leave any hello's or whatnot. Geez.. am I that freaking boring? I'd at least think with some of my more politically based rants.. someone, anyone.. would be pissed enough to complain? I'll take anything, hate or love.. or indifference! I don't really care, lol. Seriously though, does seem like in the past I would get more messages left in the tag board or comments section.

Doesn't really bother me, just makes me think, no one even cares at all about anything. Be nice to here some opinions, good or bad.. or whatever, LOL. Like when I see every so often, someone stays for over 10 minutes, umm.. reading I guess? Figure, saying hi wouldn't be too hard? Or just mentioning what was found to be interesting enough to stay?

*shrugs*

Doesn't matter really, just rambling about nothing.

Posted by Me on 4/16/2004 04:15:49 PM | Comments?

So, I didn't watch the Apprentice last night, because there were other things on I wanted to watch. Was gonna catch a repeat of it tonight, so I decided to aviod hearing who one. Fairly easy you'd think?

Well.. so, this morning, I flip the channel, and guess what I see? Who freaking won, #$@@@#$!!!

Oh well.. suspense is gone, but can still watch to at the least to see how much more badly that black chick screws up, and that's not racist! I just can't spell her name.. lol.

Later.

Posted by Me on 4/16/2004 04:11:09 PM | Comments?

Hmm, haven't posted in a bit. Doing so now. Not saying anything worthwhile though. =P

Posted by Me on 4/16/2004 02:05:52 AM | Comments?

Elbow seems to be bothering me again today.. bah.. I don't like having to sit far away from the comp so it won't freaking hurt! Try it, try sitting far away so you can keep your arms straight, and see if you can just relax, and enjoy yourself.. or focus on doing something creative.. bah..

Anyone watch MTV's the Inferno last night? Damn.. the Road Rules team are a bunch of assholes. They intentionally lose a mission, so they can get rid of one of their team mates, and to make matters worse, do it blatantly. Just mock her while doing it. Not like she's human and has any feelings, right? Sheesh. Forunately though, the "team mate" who they tried to get rid of, won her competetion to stay so they didn't get rid of her. That's totally what they deserve! And they gave up 10,000 dollars in trying to do so.

Hmm.. So, President Bush gave a little speech today. Well, press conference too. Some good questions, kinda. He gave some decent answers, though avioding answering other questions. Reporters for the most part did a crap job in asking the hard questions. And Bush.. did a good job rambling off topic, while not answering a question.. lol.. sigh. I took notes during it, but.. with the way my elbow is feeling, really don't care to go throw all the questions point by point.. so, eh.. whatever.

I did find a nice message board about Celiac Disease, and such. Made a post yesterday, and already got some replies.. would seem it is true, that once off Gluten, when you go back on, your body can react worse. So.. least I'm not crazy. Though, hopefully things stop being worse.. really not enjoying this, and having my time to do the things I have been wanted to do, limited.. oh well.

Posted by Me on 4/13/2004 11:46:37 PM | Comments?

I'm freaking pissed off, or well, more like just annoyed.. disappointed.

I have finally set aside some time to sit down and write here, but guess what? Freaking ulnar nerve in my right elbow is hurting. Yeah.. I know, I'm writing right now, but keeping my arm mostly straight, so it doesn't hurt as much. It's a quite uncomfortable position though, and it really isn't helpful for writing, since it would involve thinking and needing to focus. Bleck.. so freaking annoying. Been wanting to do this too, and now the nerve freaks it up. Not fair, ya know? And whenever the nerve starts to act up, I can't push it. Nerves don't heal! Elbow really could use surgery.. but right now, really not something I find too feasible, in current life situation.

Sigh. Did I mention I was right handed? Had surgery to fix this problem in my left elbow like 6 years ago, lol.. right one wasn't bad then. Is now. Well, not as bad as the other, I think.. but bad enough to start hurting and feeling upset at times, which isn't good.

Oh well.. really don't want to keep typing, this position is annoying, and it's starting to hurt some more too.. so, gonna stop here. Later.

Posted by Me on 4/13/2004 01:26:04 AM | Comments?

Well.. quite annoying.

I decided to look for support groups for Celiac Disease in my area online, and guess what? I keep coming across for a website! But.. it's freaking down or gone. Bleck, figures. Though, really don't know for "sure" that I have the disease. Do know, I'm feeling a lot crappy back on gluton, even more so when before when I was normally on it. Maybe stopping, then getting back on.. causes a worse reaction? Who knows.. but starting to feel a bit annoyed, being in limbo. Since I need to wait to get tested, I really can't plan for the future. Can't start buying gluton free foods, can't be reaching out.. etc.. cuz, well.. could turn out I have something else, or something.. I dunno.

Just blah. Just feeling sorta frozen.. and I know I'm making no sense, lol.

Posted by Me on 4/12/2004 03:36:40 AM | Comments?

I don't know why, maybe I'm getting sick.. but feeling really run down today. Just no energy. And my stomach, intestines.. eh, not feeling good. Not good at all. Wasn't throwing up anything, or shooting out liquid.. eeww.. just not good. So, the nice family Easter dinner we had today, was lots of fun! If me feeling bad wasn't enough though, my grandmother had to be making comments or asking things, about me.. that were about my health. Well, about things I don't do because of my health. Though she makes it sound more like I just don't do them, cuz I don't? Eh. I really didn't answer anything, wasn't in the mood, and as my dad told me after, explaining to her wouldn't help any, since I don't look sick or ill. That's one of the annoyingest things about being chronicly ill and not looking ill, people don't always believe you. They pass judgement on you. But oh well, I made it through the day.. she's gone. Not feeling too happy though, but.. think I'll stop here with this. No real point in it all, and will only pull me down further.. so.. gonna try to find something to distract me.

Posted by Me on 4/11/2004 06:15:59 PM | Comments?

Happy Easter! The day we show our love of Jesus by worshipping a bunny that craps colored eggs.

So haven't been on the comp that much lately, well past few days, but might as well take a break? Have been keeping up on checking my email.. just to delete spam. What fun. Though, have taken some time to post on an ezboard for political debate.. ha! Well, okay some people try to debate, others are just idiots. Like one dude, he was crying that a link I posted to back up something I said, came from the DNC. Ooooohhh.. scarey. From the tone and what he was saying, he was one of Bush's blind sheep, and since I took something from a Democractic website, which I didn't even know, it's wrong. Wow! These idiots are so brain dead. Even if the DNC website was saying 2 + 2 = 4, I doubt they'd believe it. I also mentioned some stuff from Time magazine, and he cries he won't waste his time reading the left-wing press.. riiiight. I don't find it that left-wing? It even has someone who writes for them, who seems to favor Bush? But whatever, this simply minded little idiot.. just couldn't handle hearing anything from anything that his masters would disapprove of or calls bad? Not sure. But geez, I watch new shows that are slanted to the left and the right, there are still some good things said, and the facts are still facts. You just need to beable to think for yourself a little, and decide what to believe and what not to, when they are giving their opinions. Guess thinking for yourself is too much work for some people?

But oh well.. hopefully there aren't enough sheep people in this country to get Bush elected. Much better when people can actually think for themselves, and won't write off things, just because the source is "evil" or some crap, lol.

Posted by Me on 4/11/2004 02:14:14 PM | Comments?