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I've been thinking of like redoing my site, and this journal. Change the colors, do some fancy stuff maybe.. or just change the layout. Too bad I really don't have the expertise to do that.. be amazed I got this much done.

Hmm.. I haven't complained about being in pain in awhile in here, might as well break that streak. Tonight, it seems.. my stomach, has decided to really cramp up. The, kind that makes standing or sitting upright hurt too much to do. Though, very oddly, my "groin" muscles are hurting even worse. Ya know, the muscles that connect your legs to your hip, I think, though up along inner thigh, not outer leg. I can't remember doing anything that should have them hurting so much, and now.. just recently, pain is drifting down and into the Quad muscle on my right leg. Like my body is finally falling apart. Not sure if the cramping in my stomach (well intestines), is being referring into my lower body or what.. maybe a major Fibromyalgia outbreak.. but haven't done anything to trigger it.

Oh well.. if we didn't have pain in life, we wouldn't know to enjoy not having it, right?

On another note.. damn Kobe Bryant! He annoyed me. I'm watching the Nuggets/Lakers game.. on the web. Watching, as in reloading the play by play page.. that shows the score and play by play. The Nuggets made a great comeback, tie the game with 2 seconds left. So I'm thinking, yay! Overtime.. nuggets got a chance to win! But.. then I reload the page, and guess what? Kobe somehow managed to get off a shot and score.. blah.

For those thinking I'm a Kobe hater, because of the rape, I'm not. I'm just a nuggets fan, because Carmelo Anthony plays for them now. He went to the college nearby, that I'm a fan of, so naturally, fan of his pro team. If he wasn't on them, I wouldn't care about 'em, lol.

Hmm.. guess that's all for now. Feeling rather, in pain.. and don't care to type anymore. Well I could, but I'm lazy and stuff. So, bye.

Posted by Me on 12/20/2003 01:27:23 AM | Comments?

Dollar Store is a liar!! Went in one today, and they had things for sale that cost more than a dollar!!! I should sue. =)

So, do believe the white chocolate fudge worked out well. At least tastes fine to me.

Had to keep the heat on, to melt the chocolate. Recipe said to turn off, but it needed help melting. Also used Fluff instead of marshmellow cream, about the same thing.. so.. yum and stuff.

And uhh.. my mind isn't working, so can't think of anything else.. oh yeah.. supposed to be getting snow next 24-48 hours.. fun. Already been snowing off and on for 24 hours.. LOL..

Nutty.

Posted by Me on 12/18/2003 07:26:07 PM | Comments?

Hahahahaa!!!

I just looked at my tracker.. and noticed someone searched looking for this:

Google: "recipe for white chocolate fudge"

LOL.. just thought it funny, since I just posted mentioning I made fudge tonight, white chocolate fudge to be exact.

Anyway, should get to bed, or.. keep delaying it somehow.

Posted by Me on 12/17/2003 02:37:03 AM | Comments?

I fixed the sound on this comp, I thought a connection was like broken or something.. turns out the comp got put on mute somehow.. lol.. checked sound controls.

*hides*

Anyway, I made Fudge tonight! LOL.. first time, aren't you proud of me? Not sure how well it came out. Didn't follow the directions completely, but seems like it's right. Tasted alright.. will see how it is tomorrow, when it's cold.

Cold outside right now, and supposed to get a another big snow storm maybe.. have a right for tomorrow night.

And me go, bye!

Posted by Me on 12/17/2003 02:22:06 AM | Comments?

I am.. was, feeling so freaked out. Kinda. Was looking at the tracker for this journal, and saw a repeat visitor today, who the tracker said came from other sections of my "main" site. Ugh! I dunno.. think I'd be use to having a website up for all to see. Will be 2 years this May.. though changed locations and step up, in Sept. 2002. But.. just sets off the.. ahhhhh! feeling inside me, that someone is actually here, reading stuff over.. exploring. Hard to explain.. but felt like telling someone, and of course.. no one I could actually talk to, are online.. so here I come!

That also left me with a feeling to check my email, I did.. and.. surprise, got an imood postcard. Dunno if it's the same person, but guess I should respond thanking them for it. I also at first thought it was some trick, get me to this website for porn or something email.. but, ended up looking real.

It's strange, or maybe not strange.. but email from a random stranger, who wants to thank me aftering looking over my site, makes me feel like all good or something. Nice feeling, and doesn't happen often.. so still kinda new.

That's all.. still snowing too. Quite hard, fun!

Posted by Me on 12/15/2003 12:30:46 AM | Comments?

It's snowing, it's snowing, the old man is snoring! He hit his head, then went to bed, and couldn't get up in the morning.

Hmm.. actually I think it's about rainning, think I have the rest right. Anyone remember that? That's a saying I remember from childhood, don't remember where I got it from, but.. looking at it now, I think it's about an old man dying in his sleep.. fun!

Anywho, it is snowing here. Been all day, and we have a "winter storm warning." Getting like our first big winter storm of the year. Temp is 15 degree or so, and we are expected to get 2-3 inches of snow an hour later today, and end up with 1-2 feet of snow by tomorrow afternoon. So nice good storm.

Anyway.. later.

Posted by Me on 12/14/2003 03:50:30 PM | Comments?

Blah.. I'm not sure if I'm pissed off, or just really disappointed right now. Few days ago, the sound was working on this computer.. now? It's not.. hasn't been. Normally, it just means the computer is being stupid, because the headphones are all static.. while the speakers work, and so it needs to be restarted. Now though.. it has been restarted, and the speakers give no sound.. besides being plugged in sound. The headphones, nothing.. unless I pull and push the connection thingy in and out of the comp.. and that only gives a very brief, half a second of sound..

So.. seems maybe the internal thing you plug into, is broken? Bah.. so annoying. Though.. maybe now I got something I want for Christmas? Could ask for a replacement for that.. nothing else I want. Well, nothing else I want that can be asked for.

Some things, can't be brought.. or given to ya. Do I need to make a list? Well.. one, is health.. that's about the only thing I'd have on a list, if I could have anything.

It's silly.. the way Christmas is hyped up.. when yer a kid, means dreams and hopes can come true. But, in reality, the only hopes and dreams that can come true, are the ones that can be brought.

On that note, I go for the night.

Posted by Me on 12/14/2003 01:49:49 AM | Comments?