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Anyone watch ER? Interesting episode last night. Had seen previews of it.. showing a helicopter coming crashing down, and I remember joking that the doctor who lost his arm to a helicopter had finally taken his revenege! How wrong I was.

The one armed guy, does see the helicopter. He had to give this rich important patient his watch he left. He was mocked for being too afraid to go to the roof, where the patient for being transported. So he went up there with a female doctor, freaks out.. makes her give the watch. He goes back down to the doctor floor, runs outside.. all freaked and stuff. He then sees a medical student smoking pot, bitches him out.. tells him to go inside and wait for him, then he hangs out there for awhile longer.

The helicopted above, has it's problems.. wind gust? Crashes out to the roof, the rolls off and comes falling down. Know what happens next? The one armed doctor looks up, then screams as he ducks down, and the helicopter lands right on top of him!

Safe to say.. he's dead. Though they never found mentioned finding his body.. though everyone kept wondering where he was, and the one med student caught with the pot, spent the whole time sitting there, waiting.. while everyone worked with the people hurt from the helicopter.

Keeping on the TV theme.. just want to mention, awhile back.. I came across this cartoon on the cartoon network, called Fooly Cooly. From Japan. Was on at 12:00, then 1:00 am. It was, really weird.. and only 6 episodes. But, I think.. or thought, there was a lot of metaphoric meaning.. or something. Also has some sexual undertones, lol.

Unfortunately it's no longer being shown now. Even though I've seen some episodes, like 6-7 times.. still wanna see 'em, ugh weird.

And yeah.. that's it for now.

Posted by Me on 11/21/2003 09:33:39 PM | Comments?

Dude.. I totally forgot about our first winter storm! If you live in the North East, you should remember last week, Thursday and Friday.. if someone else in the country, maybe CNN or the weather channel mentioned it.

Anywho, it was also like a wind storm.. since it was so windy! Freaking power kept going on, and off.. on and off. Staying off for like 10-20 seconds. Made using the computer hard, and now it's got like corrupted files and such, that won't fix when I run the program it tells me too (Chkdsk Utility). Poo! Least it didn't go off completely..

We got, maybe like 6 inches of snow too.. which lasted until Monday. Pretty good for this time of yeaar..

Hmm, so.. thinking I will get the testing done right now. Won't decide until tomorrow. Does mean, I get to enjoy thanksgiving, getting to eat yummy gluton filled stuff, like dressing.. but ugh, being set back another 3-4 weeks. Sigh..

So frustrating!

Posted by Me on 11/19/2003 01:58:56 PM | Comments?

Well.. finally gonna post in this thing for real, and it's starting out more on a rant! Wheeee.

So, Today I had my appointment to find out what my test results were, which should have been told to me 3 weeks ago, but someone fucked up and didn't send them. Today the nurse had them, and I had also picked up a copy, wanting to make sure.

Guess what? That aren't conclusion! Meaning, she wants the doctor to do another test! I had a different doctor do the blood tests, this other doctor is the "specialist." And this test involves doping me up, and putting a scope down my mouth, into my stomach, then to the small intestines, to take some biopises, or however that's spelled. Doesn't that sound like a lot of ol' time country fun?

But, here's the real big kicker! I need to go off a gluton free died, for the test results to be correct. How FUCKING great! I need to get back off it, for 3-4 weeks before getting this testing. Wow! 3-4 fucking weeks? If I had the FUCKING test results 3 weeks ago, I could have had that testing done this week (if I decide to have it done). So, that means I've been on this gluton free diet for NOTHING! I've been totally wasting my freaking time! GAWD! When it comes to my health, and getting better, etc.. I fUCKING hate wasting my time. I had goals of wanting to be healthy by New Years. Maybe, even.. be well enough to visit my sister in NYC, and experience New Years there. But, now.. if I decide to go through with this, there is no fucking way I have a chance in hell of feeling better by New Years.

Bah.. sure, it takes 3-6 months to start to notice any improvement, and 2-3 years to be fully healed while on the diet, but I believe if I stuck to meditating, and some energy working.. I could have sped up the healing process much faster. Bah!

So, I REALLY want to have test results saying what I have. But, I really want to try to stick to my goal too.. and now I'm thinking, well.. what if I fail in my goal? Then that means I completely wasting more time. GRRR.. this just fucking pisses me off. Well, not really pissed.. just bah.. disappointed. Nothing can ever be easy.

So.. now that I got that out of my system, lets do a recap.

Halloween.. hmm.. that was fun. Stayed home, gave out Candy, ate too much of it myself. The candy that didn't have gluton in it of course! Normal brands, m&m's, butterfinger, peanut butter cups, lol.. so, yeah. Not much to report about that. Wonderful life.

Lets see, last week, I saw the 2nd Martix movie on DVD.. heh. That movie sucked. Sure, special effects.. Oooooohh! But, I like movies that are well written. That movie was not. And it seemed like all that the dudes who made the movie really cared about were their special effects, and nothing else. Tried too hard.

Then, went out to see the 3rd Matrix movie in the theaters. Again, that was really sad in my opinion. The went WAY WAY overboard with the special effects. Just wish they spent that much effort on the writting and plot. And, the last fight seen.. the "water effects" in the rain.. jesus chirst, it was kinda neat the first, maybe second time.. but they overdid that too.

Really sad, they could have made a great 2 movies, like I thought the first one was. It was ground breaking in it's fight scenes, special effects.. but, they just ruined the 2nd two, trying to top everyone whose copied their special effects it seems. Oh well.. the mindless sheep who could careless about any thoughtful and well done movies, got to drool at the special effects.

Hmm.. that's all for now I guess.

Posted by Me on 11/19/2003 11:03:41 AM | Comments?

I really should post in this soon.. but, eh.. I dun wanna right now.. but posting, just for the sake of posting.. w00t!

Posted by Me on 11/17/2003 01:07:42 AM | Comments?