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Ya know it's way past bed time, when you see a school bus drive past your house.

Posted by Me on 5/30/2003 05:52:05 PM | Comments?

Wheee.. only had about an hour of sleep in the last two days. Why? Because I'm stooooopid!

Watched Stand By Me this morning, I've seen the movie before.. saw it when I was younger. Though, guess this time I paid better attention to it, and the relationships the boys had in it. Kinda surprised at how deep they were. They did act all like boys, goofing around.. but at other times, they'd comfort each other when trying, share their thoughts and feelings.. and be real supportive. Which left me thinking.

Growing up I had my friends, but never anything like that. So, curious.. is that normal, how the boys were in the movie, or adnormal? If I could vote, I'd hope the movie was adnormal, since I never had anything like it. Eventually, never really have. Don't feel I've ever really had any really close emotional friendships like that. Well, in real life. Online, I've had some close.. but.. those don't last. Things in the real world don't last either. Though did read in the paper about these 3 guys who had been friends for over 70 years. That's just wow.

Would have been really neat if I could have had things like that. Highly doubt I'll leave to be like 100, pretty sure I won't have any 70+ year long friendships.

Anyway.. I'm zoning out now, so gonna stop for now.

Posted by Me on 5/27/2003 12:43:22 PM | Comments?

Damn.. it's rainning again today, for about 7-8 hours now, nonstop. Yesterday, it really didn't rain that much, but it was "wet" out.. so like nothing had a chance to dry up. And weather people said should be rainning next couple of days. When did I start living in Seatle? Or Seattle? Unless still wrong.

Sooo.. got the house to myself this week. Well, sorta. Brother works from 11-7. Though he is going away for the next few days as well. So I'll have the house to myself full time.. kinda fun. And crap, just remembered some things I need to go.. since I'm the only one here. But, I'm enjoying it.. like this. I've got too much freedom though, and it's like I got no self control.. when it comes to enjoying the joys of being all alone in the house. I won't go into detail what those joys are, I'll leave that to your imagination. ;)

This morning, don't know why.. just felt like going through some of my old year books from Highschool. Man, dumbass people who gave out the yearbooks late, so we didn't have much of a chance to get people to sign them. Not that I had a lot of people who could, but still.. could have gotten more. Just a note, try those still in highschool or lower, try to get as many people to sign, leave little messages as you can. Later on in life, when you look at your yearbook and see those.. it'll be a fun feeling. You'll be glad you did, honest. There isn't a worst feeling in the world (well, there is), than opening an old year book, and finding not a single person's name in it. This one person in mine, going back through middle school would say "Have a summer" lol.. silly. Anyway.. came across a note this girl I knew wrote me. Was silly, I sat infront of her, and she just wrote a silly note. End of the year, she gave me a picture of her, with some stuff written on the back, and her phone number, saying keep in touch.

Guess what? I didn't. Blargh. Don't remember what happened there, forgot she left her number? Sigh. That would have been nice if we had.. though a few years later I did run into her at a gas station, we said some hello's and such. But that was about it. Maybe I can stalk her with yahoo and found out what she's up to now? LOL

Still.. was nice looking through them. Had some from elementary school too. I could tell who I didn't like, I wrote things on their pictures, hehe.

Moving along, past few years.. I've heard things running around in our walls late at night. Like a month or so ago, we finally decided to do something about it. I wanted to use traps that didn't kill, I was out voted. So we've leaving posion out. This stuff called Just One Bite, unless that's what it claims to do? Well, we've been through over 12 packs so far. Have found one dead mice, figure there are more dead ones in the walls.. but they keep taking the posion, like super mice. Though the guy at the store said the mice like to take the stuff, and hide it for later.. so they're not eating it all. And that means we'll have a house with dead mice and posion in the walls, eventually. Fun! They also leave poop, in one of the dishes we leave the posion in. Guess their idea of saying thanks? lol

Hmm.. I wonder if this stuff could actually be used for suicide? It says if ingested, to treat as a bishydroxycounmarin overdose. After yahoo'ing it, best I could find is this:

Mortality/Morbidity: Bleeding indicates major toxicity of 4-hydroxycoumarins.

- Mucocutaneous, genitourinary, and GI are the most frequent sites of bleeding.
- Serious bleeding includes massive hemorrhage with shock, intracranial bleeding, stroke, and pericardial tamponade.
- Upper airway compromise due to an expanding hematoma also may occur

Hmm.. if that's right.. I certainly can find a more fun ways to die.

Well, all for now.. and not actually thinking about killing myself, but thanks for freaking out. =D

Posted by Me on 5/26/2003 03:18:28 PM | Comments?

It's been rainning, like all day.. since earlier this morning. Nonstop, though.. lighter at times, compared to others.

Just like amazing and stuff.

So it's a real nice day out, lol.

Hmmm.. that's all I feel like talking about for now.

Posted by Me on 5/25/2003 02:41:33 AM | Comments?