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Guess I'm back to talk, just had a bombshell dropped on me.. sorta.

This girl I've known, since she was 14.. consider her like a sister, and I love her. Don't know why, I just do. Not romantically you sickos! Much purer than that. Anywho, she's 18 now, well turn 19 later this year. Just makes me feel old, at times. Anywho, found out.. she's had sex now. She just told me. Was safe about it, but, it's just like.. mind boggling almost.

It's like, in my mind.. I dunno. Just kept the image of her being this young, innocent girl. She's growing up though, and this info breaks that image of her. Don't think I'm making sense. But, I think it feels a bit how a father would feel, when his daughter is growing up. Becoming sexual active. Part of you wants to hold on to her, still being a kid. Remember how she was. But, she isn't a kid anymore. She's becoming an adult.

I dunno.. was just a shock. And no clue if I described what went on in my head that well. Though, oy.. if I do ever have a daughter, oy oy oy! But, this is a nice first lesson at least.

She did tell me I haven't lost her, that was nice of her. Though, part of the feeling.. I think did include loss. So, good comment by her.

Yeah.. anyway, I'll end now, with everyone hopefully confused!

Posted by Me on 3/28/2003 01:36:29 PM | Comments?

It's been fun, had a headache.. the Wednesday of last week, and it's stuck. Hasn't been constant at least, sometimes it'll pound, other times it'll barely be there. Also been having the "hot head" feeling with it at times, like I was running a fever. Been tracking my Temp, since Tuesday.. been running about 98 degress, which could be slightly higher than usually. Normally, my body temp runs around 96-97.

That really sucked, growing up. When I went to the school nurse, when I was sick.. running a fever, my temp would come out as "average" body temp. Since you couldn't get sent home, unless you looked really sick.. or had a fever, I would just have to stay at school.

This also reminds of the time last Fall, I got sick.. was running a fever of a little over 102 for about a day, a Saturday. I won't go into the details of other symptons. They weren't fun. By Wednesday, when I saw a doctor for something unrelated, my temp game out at 96. Though, in theory.. if my body temp was "average." I was running a temp of 104! That's pretty high, I think?

Blah.. anyway, not feeling so hot or talkative.. so I'll post whenever.

Posted by Me on 3/28/2003 01:02:53 PM | Comments?

Bleck.. have had a headache.. off and on, since last Wednesday.. and now suddenly, my tummy is feeling all throw uppy.. very annoying.

I could rant about things, but.. bleck.. dun feel like it.

Posted by Me on 3/24/2003 02:09:49 PM | Comments?