My Place (v4)

Hmm.. I like to rant in this thing, like my last entry for example.. not sure all my rantings are backed by facts.. so, if someone wants to point where I'm wrong.. fine with me.

Anywho.. I'm soooo bored! Everyone who I liked talking to online.. is never online anymore! Sheesh.. damn people for getting lives, lol.. naw. It's good.. only a pathetic person would be upset, when others go off into life.. and get one. Maybe get happy. Meet someone.. or just, get their lives back on track. Usually, that seems to mean.. no more going online and chatting.. but heh.. I understand my place in this world is to be alone. I need to have myself built up to the point, where it doesn't bother me.. and don't think I'm there just yet, before I can not be alone. Err.. yeah, I didn't explain that too well.

It is sad, the only way I have really.. to express myself, is an online journal. Shoot.. was going to go on about how I had no one, to talk to.. really, when I had something in my head I needed to work out. Though, came to my.. there is something I know, who I've done that with.. before. I rarely see that person online though, so.. it's not like that's someone, I can turn too.. when I really feel I need to, ya know? People who I ended up, talking to online, most all the time.. that never lasts. You can develop what seems like a good friendship, talk about whatever.. maybe even, have that chance to open up more so down the road.. but it doesn't last. Sure, the friendships do.. I believe, just not the contact. Sad thing, kinda..

Enough depressing stuff, though don't feel sad.. so that shows improvement.

Today, went to the Chiropractor.. like I have been. When you go in, you sign in.. then they call you back, and you go into one of the rooms and wait. The doctors usually head to the person who came back first, whose been waiting the longest. That's the way it should be at least. Never seen them mess up, but always thought.. I'd tell them, if they came in on me.. while someone else had been waiting longer, that they should go to the other person first. Today, when I went back, someone else was back there, waiting.. and after me, someone else came back.. too. What happens? The doctor comes and see the person whose been waiting the least! Maybe he didn't mean to, but this person didn't seem to care.. we had been waiting longer. But.. guess that's one thing that's wrong with this world, there seems to be a lack of ability to care or even be considerate of others around you. Anywho.. guess what happened next? Another doctor comes in to see me.. I told him to go see the other person, since she was there first. What did this cost me? Ending up having to wait a lot longer.. but, good deeds need to be punished, as they say.

Guess that's all for now, so later.

Posted by Me on 3/21/2003 08:24:02 PM | Comments?

Thursday, March 20, 2003

Hmm.. who to rant about first, guess I'll be all "good" and start with Iraq.

1) Awhile back, an Iraqi offical called a Kuwait offical that they were traitors? Umm.. what the fuck! Why the hell should a country, that your country recently invaded.. support yours at all? Fucking moron. Iraq would be the traitor. Lovely how many stupid people forget this. Saddam is trying to make this out to be a US against Muslim war.. are people actually that stupid in the middle east? Seems so.. maybe. Saddam has killed more Muslims, gone to war with two of his Arab "brothers" already. Yeah.. he's one great fucking guy!

2) How stupid is the speaches of Saddam? Is he that damn diluated? Saying how they will win the war? Sheesh.. and saying Palestine and Iraq will win, or whatever? What the fuck does Palestine have to do with this? Nothing! No wonder why people call him a mad ass.

3) Last night there was an interview with an Iraqi offical on TV, he was saying how this attack was against international law, uncalled for, blah blah blah.. the dude needs to pull his head out of his ass. His fucking country invaded Kuwait, had it's ass kicked in the Gulf War.. but was spared. They lost though. The world told them to disarm, etc.. but did they ever do this stuff? No, they kept the run around going. They decided accept the consequences of their actions, they still aren't. This is just the war THEY started, being continued. Since they wouldn't accept any of the resolutions that the U.N. put forth since they lost. I think the way to be a top offical in a country, any country.. is by being a fucking moron.

Now.. back to bashing my lovely country. Hmm..

1) The Rebs, in congress.. want to pass through Bush's stupid ideas now. Dems, obviously want to hold things up for now.. since going against our idiot President, in a time of war, is naughty. Gawd.. Bush used this war idea, to win in the last election for his party. Now they want to use it to push through his stupid ideas. God, Bush is worse for this country than Saddam or Bin Laden ever could be.

2) What has Bush done right? I can't think of anything. He wants the enivorment to be fucked up, to help his big buisness friends. He wants to keep cutting taxes (mostly to help the rich), eventhough the country is losing money.. and going to be spending a lot on the war now. He has ruined the U.S.'s international relations. After 9/11, we had the world's sympathy.. now if something like 9/11 happens again, the world will just laugh, since we deserve it (Well not all of us, just the idiots who support the Moron in Chief). It's so annoying, Gore would have done a lot better than this. Sure, Gore wasn't the "coolest" guy.. but at least he is intelligent. Look at Bush, being Mr. Cool-Dumb-As-A-Rock-Guy.. doesn't work for being President.

3) On TV, someone called in.. and said they didn't believe in Bush's policy's or agree with the war, but will support Bush anyway, since we're at war? What the fuck! Idiot. Support the troops, yes.. they are just doing as they are ordered. But don't support the moron giving those orders.

4) There's talk the Oscars won't be on TV, CBS moving the NCAA basketball coverage to ESPN.. so the war can be covered 24/7. Umm.. HELLO?!?! We don't need the fucking war on TV all the time. There's only some much that can be said in a given time anyway.. and not everyone wants to be hearing about war all the time. Give people a break! Like them beable to switch the channel, and watch something entertainning. There's nothing wrong with that. It's not healthy either.. and, last night.. boy, they were really digging for something to report. They were making this BIG thing about 1 freaking missle Iraq shot back, that hit nothing.. it's like, damn.. wars over, they shot a missle, hide the kids!!

Anyway.. guess that's enough for now. Don't feel like rambling about myself, I do that enough as it is.

Posted by Me on 3/20/2003 11:07:48 PM | Comments?

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

And in the news..

Elizabeth Smart was sexually assualted by that sicko Brain Mitchell, according to the reports. Wow! I'm sure everyone lives are much improved after hearing this news! Like, everyone were just holding their breath, waiting for this news. Gawd.. Media, and the world.. are too fucking noisy. Give the girl some fucking privacy!! Sheesh.. poor thing, for the rest of her life, she's gonna be hearing.. "Oh, aren't you that girl that, etc.. ?" And, what.. within 5 days of her return, the Smart family had over 100 requests with book/movie deals? Dear god.. what the fuck is wrong with people. Wanting to make money of this girl? Ugh. Some people in the media need their heads bashed in. They're as bad as the sicko.

In other news.. as of a little while ago, we're sorta at war with Iraq? Or something.. I want the war to go badly, just because Bush is such a fucking idiot. But, of course I don't want people dying either. But, he is such a nit wit.. I want him out of office. He's fucked this country up, the world up.. he basically hasn't done a thing right. Sucks that we got such a dimwit, running the country.

And hmm.. it's spring, makes me feel alive! Like I want to get out.. unfortunately, body isn't.. exactly able to do that.. and fuck.. got someone wanting attention in IM's.. the stupid TV on for CNN, and A headache.. so I can't fucking think right now! It's like nails going into my bring, each time I hear the IM sound.. and she likes to send lots of them, instead of one big one at once!!! Argh..

Okay.. gonna go now, before I work myself up even more. =)

Posted by Me on 3/19/2003 11:58:40 PM | Comments?

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