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Journal

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Quick Post (turned long)

I need to get to bed, so I'm gonna try and be quick today. Not a long lot to talk about, well I can add more later.

Today as the last day of my writing class, and last day I'll see someone I've mentioned earlier. Never said bye, have a nice life, but didn't want to bother her. Later in the hall when we passed though, she smiled, as in like saying hi or what not. So that leaves me thinking she isn't a total creep, maybe not even a creep. So I can feel alright about things now.

Today I ran into this other girl I know, the one who called me an Angel the other day, and I helped her out some more on her lab. She works at a gym at school, so I stopped by and went over it and made corrections for her. Why? Because that's how I am. She's a nice person, seems to treat others nice, and the golden rule states you should treat others how you want to be treated. So if she treats people nicely, that's how she wishes to be treated, and I'm happy doing that.

After we were done, she offered my a ride to my car, which was maybe a 5-8 minute walk away. I was like sure. She did ask me if I had a girlfriend, lol. I told her I was single, asked why she asked, and she said her friend was curious. I know this friend, and she has a boyfriend. I learned she I was talking to didn't have one. Naw, nothing will happen there. She'll be moving across the state in awhile anywho. I'll be happy having just known her. :)

Anyway, this wasn't that quick it seems. Not checking for typos, so sue me.

Till later!

Posted by Me on 5/11/2002 01:08:00 AM | Comments?

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I'm an Angel!

That's right, I am!

Never been called one of those before, was pretty kewl I guess. Want to hear the story about why I was? You don't? Too bad, I'm telling anyway.

After the class I TA for, I was helping these two students out. Well mainly one, since the other ended up leaving before we were done. They were working as a group on a project, doing different parts, and the one who stayed needed help with a certain part. She had been really stressed out about it, and had things going on in her personal life too.. and it really put a damper on her mood. Though she didn't really show it, but I could feel it. (Being empathic is fun!)

Anywho, seems like I helped lessen her stress by helping her with it. She asked me what kind of candy I like, because she wanted to get me some for "putting up with her" (her words). I said she didn't have to do that. So after we were done, and walking to the parking lot (we were parked near each other), she called me an Angel. It was new, to say the least. I really haven't heard that used as a term of endearment, and aimed towards me, never. But I won't complain.

Oh, and she does have a BF, so don't you get any ideas! I'm just merely a helping kind of person. She needed it, I gave it. That simple. :)

I also heard that some students told the teacher I did a good job teaching the class while he was gone last week. That was nice to hear about. My website redesign is pretty much done too, so I would say things are going fairly well.

I'm tired though.. need to learn to get to bed sooner!

Posted by Me on 5/09/2002 02:48:00 AM | Comments?

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Bah! Dumb website, too busy!! Feeling sick too. =\

Sigh, I need more time in the day! I need to rewrite a story for a class, and my website needs a major reworking.

I want to get rid of the frames now I think. It's not working as well as I would like. Stupid pages that load in the main section don't top, so you can load something at it's bottom. That's stupid!

Ugh.. I was planning on getting a lot of work done today, last free day left this week.. but I'm feeling really sick. Think I'd be feeling better if I didn't have to go off somewhere yesterday, but of course.. had no choice.

Sigh.. being a good person sucks sometimes.

Posted by Me on 5/06/2002 04:00:00 PM | Comments?

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Why stay a virgin?

Earlier today, I was thinking.. what's the big deal with having sex? I've heard it's real fun.

I haven't yet, because I see it as a big deal. I was raised catholic, so having sex before marriage meant going to hell. Of course as I grew up, I knew that was just mind controlling crap. I just have decided not to yet, because in my mind it would cause too many emotional issues with the person involved.

What if it doesn't though? Why not just go enjoy myself, and be carefree? (using protection) Hmm.. I'm just rambling. It was odd though, just the thought popped up in my mind, that I might not have those emotional issues.

I believe that's wrong, and perhaps I was thinking with something besides my brain for a moment.

Oh well.. journals are for rambling.

Posted by Me on 5/06/2002 03:50:00 AM | Comments?

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I'm a pain. :)

The friend I mentioned yesterday who said she couldn't email me as indepthly as she had been, said she will be again.

She was hoping I'd be an a-hole to that email, so she could break things off and tear into me. I of course am not. She jokingly yelled at me for being nice about it.

She does have lots to deal with in real life, and I told her if she needs to focus on RL things, that I'd understand.

She replied back, said she wished I was an a-hole, but glad I wasn't, hehe.

Posted by Me on 5/05/2002 11:08:00 PM | Comments?

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To grandma's house we go...

Sigh.. got lots of work I need to get done, but had to go to grandma's today. It was great timing. Also been pushing my body lately, so I really could have used the weekend as a time to stay home and rest, and get things done that needed to be done, but instead had to go.

Wasn't that bad I guess, we had to do some things for her around the house, then we went out to dinner. The person who worked at the front desk, and showed people to their tables was cute. Though, I'm not sure if she was over 18 or not, but I could call her cute, right? Not like I'm saying hot. She looked a little like Michelle Branch, and she's over 18. Though, I don't think it'd be right to call her hot either. I think she is what, 18 or maybe 19? I'm 25, so me thinking she's hot is kinda wrong. Don't wanna be a dirty old man!

Anywho.. dinner went okay. I order these noodle things with cheese in it, that had sauce on it. Had bread and garlic bread too, so it was yummy.

We then went to get grandma's car cleaned at the car wash.. interesting I guess. It was one of those ones that you park inside, and it moves things around the car to clean it. Instead of the kind that moves the car itself.

After that we returned to her house, then came home.. so not a real interesting day. Still got a lot I want too do. Sigh.. glad I don't have any classes tomorrow.

Posted by Me on 5/05/2002 10:06:00 PM | Comments?